I am writing this post at 23.35 IST,using on screen keyboard(coz my little one damaged keyboard :-| ).yea sometimes we can't handle our own thoughts,we feel like sharing it by shouting aloud.I always had a impression that knowledgeable people can lead a great life with the help of their wisdom,and i used to advise younger ones the same.I have that thought because,i always feel due to my ignorance and childishness i missed many great opportunities and did many mistakes.Till some extent it's a fact.
Now i feel(let me stress, i feel ) I am wise enough,I am no more ignorant, I can distinguish between right and wrong,good and bad,what's needed and what's not. As per my theory i should be happy and comfortable,but, my so called wisdom just gave me the true picture of LIFE.In short I am unable to accept the fact that, whole picture in my brain was fake.My world was beautiful,but this world is different,people here never wanted to appreciate beautiful things,they always want to criticize faults.People here love to live most unhappy lives ,negativity is like oxygen to them ,without that ....uff.
My god i never knew people truly stopped cherishing good things.I hate press to the core,coz they always project only negative angeles.But how can i ignore the fact,people want such news and read only such things .These things are hard to digest for my little brain,which always wishes for good.I know i can't expect good everywhere,bad do exist,but people here believe in bad and lost faith on good completely.It hurts .....may be not everyone,me for sure.
Now i realize how happy i am when i was ignorant ,how happy i am when i was living in my bubble,how happy i am when i was cherishing every single feeling in my life.From now i will never advice anyone to be wise or clever ,coz these innocent moments are needed to cherish later.
I WISH ... I WISH .... I COULD GO BACK
I WISH
I WISH
