I am writing this post at 23.35 IST,using on screen keyboard(coz my little one damaged keyboard :-| ).yea sometimes we can't handle our own thoughts,we feel like sharing it by shouting aloud.I always had a impression that knowledgeable people can lead a great life with the help of their wisdom,and i used to advise younger ones the same.I have that thought because,i always feel due to my ignorance and childishness i missed many great opportunities and did many mistakes.Till some extent it's a fact.
Now i feel(let me stress, i feel ) I am wise enough,I am no more ignorant, I can distinguish between right and wrong,good and bad,what's needed and what's not. As per my theory i should be happy and comfortable,but, my so called wisdom just gave me the true picture of LIFE.In short I am unable to accept the fact that, whole picture in my brain was fake.My world was beautiful,but this world is different,people here never wanted to appreciate beautiful things,they always want to criticize faults.People here love to live most unhappy lives ,negativity is like oxygen to them ,without that ....uff.
My god i never knew people truly stopped cherishing good things.I hate press to the core,coz they always project only negative angeles.But how can i ignore the fact,people want such news and read only such things .These things are hard to digest for my little brain,which always wishes for good.I know i can't expect good everywhere,bad do exist,but people here believe in bad and lost faith on good completely.It hurts .....may be not everyone,me for sure.
Now i realize how happy i am when i was ignorant ,how happy i am when i was living in my bubble,how happy i am when i was cherishing every single feeling in my life.From now i will never advice anyone to be wise or clever ,coz these innocent moments are needed to cherish later.
I WISH ... I WISH .... I COULD GO BACK
I WISH
I WISH
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ReplyDeleteHey Spandana... I know you during our intermediate days. As far as I can recollect, you used to be the one who is pretty easy going, not minding anybody's faults/negativity. And now, you are explaining this side of the story... Total change over! And yes Spandana... your spandana is right... I too am with you. I too regretted for being and leading life in such a society. But I feel society did not change... Its the same always... It all depends on how we take things. Dont worry... It is said that its good to change ourselves when we cant change outside world. After all, we wish to lead a happy and peaceful life. :-) Good to see your post re :-)
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DeleteIt happens spandy society is like that where you cannot ignore things at the same time you cannot stop your heart to react....I know it's very hard to change ourselves because we have grown in the surroundings where we didn't face this situation's earlier...But it will take time to adjust.....even iam trying to do I don't how much time may be years etc ...anyways its good see your post again
ReplyDeleteIt happens spandy society is like that where you cannot ignore things at the same time you cannot stop your heart to react....I know it's very hard to change ourselves because we have grown in the surroundings where we didn't face this situation's earlier...But it will take time to adjust.....even iam trying to do I don't how much time may be years etc ...anyways its good see your post again
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DeleteNice going sister... Wish we could go back and be happy, but since we cannot we can always change our view and look for opportunities, they are everywhere :) Its always nice to restart blogging, hope you continue the same.. All the best :)
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